What a wild ride this year has been.
I feel strangely reminded of last New Year’s Eve – same job, same house, same status – but on the other hand, I am so far away from last year.
There is Mr D – and although he has decided not to play an active part in my life now, he has left a big print on my soul all the same.
With Mr D came a new language, and many new people of which some have become friends ♥.
With Mr D also came the realisation of my interfering masculine energy – an energy that is secondary to my nature and sometimes required in my life, but is better suited to play a helping role rather than a leading one. I think this may be one of the big lessons that Mr D came to teach me.
Last year also brought a lot of new direction for myself – yoga, which centers me, running which makes me feel good, and a deepening connection with my running buddy and co-homeeducating neighbour. I had given up on yoga for a bit over the last few months, but have started again and notice now how much it does me good. My smile is coming from my heart again, and I feel more connected and whole than I have done for a long time.
Last year has also been a big one for the children – they have become such grown up people. It pleases me to look back on their development and see that they are growing into wonderful people – people I would choose to have around and spend time with.
I wonder what the new year will bring. I know what I wish and long for, and I think I have an idea now of what my part is in getting it.
Happy New Year!
La Multi Ani!
Frohes Neues Jahr!